I should stay up late more often. Well, once I'd watched Trisha it was past 3. I'd also been tormenting the hamster. Well, not so much tormenting. I opened the cage dor, then watched him slowly edge out. But his cage sits on top of a box, so the poor thing dropped 30cm straight onto his head. so i picked him up and put him back.

Anyway, thats not the point. I had this really weird dream after reading a bit of Nightwatch. Loosely based on Nightwatch and Trisha. The subject on Trisha was somethin to do with babies - so that was in my head. And then the two (so far) lead characters in Nightwatch got into my dream. And heres the dream.....

There was this baby born. Dont know who it came out of but it was probly a woman off holby city and the relationship to me had something to do with my dads sister in law and cousin. Well, I had to look after this baby. but i was in the middle of eating. Havent a clue what i was eating - it was wafer thin and greasy - like strips of cucumber slices, and warm. didnt taste all that nice. and I was given this small bronze statue thing that moved and made sounds to supervise the baby playing with. So I was doing that, feeding the baby, washing etc - just the general looking after. ANd I noticed on the sideboard two calling cards from two different institutions. A force of evil and a force of bad I think. Well, one card was from Commander Vimes, the other was from someone else, but the name was blurry. The organisations sounded pretty good, but i dont remember those either!

Well, that was it. doesnt sound that interesting, but it freaked me out for some reason - u know when u wake up with a feeling. well that.

bfn :-)

theres a frenzy of ppl gettin back in touch with each other. How i'll miss this attenton when its all over. (no more entries now, losing ability to type)

I should probly add that the plane flight was on a flight sim in a little jet. Bye again!

Hi. Its way too late.. can barely keep eyes open. But the world just had to know these two things.....
1) Mom asked me if i'd joined a cult. I, said no. But maybe with a few extra words.
2) I just completed a plane journey from Birmingham (UK) to Brisbane (Aus). Its taken me since about 3pm - so shall we call it 10 hours? Did all the navigating by myself. Except towards the end. I was getting bored after the Phillipines and so kept speeding up time even more, So i kinda neede to cheat and use cooordinates to get me out the mess. I also ended up turning off the need to refuel. Right, emails and then off to bed I think. Night All x

When have you last:

SMILED? Sometime today

LAUGHED? about 10pm last night

CRIED? Friday night I think it was. It was in happiness though

BOUGHT SOMETHING? Friday - Nightwatch by TP

DANCED? A week and 2 days ago

WERE SARCASTIC? about two hours ago max.

KISSED SOMEONE? Hmmm, can't remember. May have whilst dancing. Think I did.!

TALKED TO AN EX? sometime last week

WATCHED YOUR FAVORITE MOVIE? Few months ago

HAD A NIGHTMARE? Few nights ago

LAST BOOK YOU READ? Nightwatch - PTerry

LAST MOVIE YOU SAW? Johnny English

LAST SONG YOU HEARD? Erm, no idea. It was on the Vibe Chart

LAST THING YOU HAD TO DRINK? Tango cherry

LAST TIME YOU SHOWERED? Week and 2 days ago. (only a bath at home)

LAST THING YOU ATE? Biscuits (with a cup of tea)

DO YOU...

DO DRUGS? No

HAVE SEX? not lately

SLEEP WITH STUFFED ANIMALS? Not unless I'm really upset

LIVE IN THE MOMENT? sometimes - daydreams are often better:)

HAD A DREAM THAT KEEPS COMING BACK? not really any more

PLAY AN INSTRUMENT? Keyboard and singing (had lessons in both)

BELIEVE THERE IS LIFE ON OTHER PLANETS? yep

REMEMBER YOUR FIRST LOVE? Yes. And the second. Buggered up the second never got a chance with the first.

STILL LOVE THEM? No, but not completely over the second yet. Took 6 yrs to get over the first.

READ THE NEWSPAPER? When I get to buy it

HAVE ANY GAY OR LESBIAN FRIENDS? Erm, I've got 'bi' friends.

BELIEVE IN MIRACLES? Believe in anti-miracles

BELIEVE IT'S POSSIBLE TO REMAIN FAITHFUL FOREVER? Probly don't believe it - but it would be nice in a perfect world

CONSIDER YOURSELF TOLERANT OF OTHERS? I'd like to think so

CONSIDER LOVE A MISTAKE? Nope

LIKE THE TASTE OF ALCOHOL? A few things

HAVE A FAVORITE CANDY?Fizzy sweets

BELIEVE IN ASTROLOGY? Only when upset

BELIEVE IN GOD? No way

BELIEVE IN MAGIC? not really - but nice to watch

PRAY? Of a sort - and only on special occasions, and not to 'God'

GO TO CHURCH? No

HAVE ANY PETS? Not any more :-(

TALK TO STRANGERS? When I have to

WEAR HATS? When it's cold - they really don't suit me

HAVE ANY PIERCINGS? Nope

HAVE ANY TATTOOS? No

HATE YOURSELF? Yes

HAVE AN OBSESSION? hating myself, worrying that others hate me

HAVE A SECRET CRUSH? Now and then

COLLECT ANYTHING? Used to collect X-Files videos. Want to start a crystal collection.

HAVE A BEST FRIEND? A few

WISH ON STARS? No

LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING? Occasionally - usually when tired

HAVE ANY BAD HABITS? Yes. Obsessing.

CARE ABOUT LOOKS? Sometimes - again, depends on mood

BELIEVE IN WITCHES? no

BELIEVE IN SATAN? nope

BELIEVE IN GHOSTS? yep - seen a few

Name a song that.....

Reminds you of an ex-lover: Torn - Natalie Imbruglia

Reminds you of an ex-friend: Something by sum41 ('dont count on me' I think)

Reminds you of your childhood: Storm in a Teacup - Lyndsey DePaul (I think thats her name)

Makes you cry: The cancer song off tv (dont know name or artist)

Makes you laugh: (Fallen for a) Lampost - Madness

Makes you wanna dance: King of my Castle - Wamdu Project

You wish had been written about you: Isn't it Ironic - Alanis Morriset

Fills you with complete joy: Bohemian Raphsody - Queen

You never want to hear again: Most R n B

You want to get married to: thank you - dido

You want played at your funeral: Depends how I die!!!

Makes you want to mosh/slam dance: I think it's called "Broken" - Linkin Palk

Sums up your teenage years: Don't Speak - No Doubt (I think)

You used to hate but now like: gold - spandau ballet

You like to wake up to: The 'Flash' thing that Scott Mills kept playing on Radio 1

Gets you ready for a hard day/night: Mars (the Bringer of War) - Gustov Holst (from The Planets)

You like out of your parents record collection: Greatest Hits 3CD Collection - Queen

Your parents like out of your collection: They don't like any of it (so they say! - I'm bound to have something)

You love that you wouldn't know about if it wasn't for a friend: Can't think of anything. Probly some tracks off the early Eminem albums.

Makes you think of someone who died: everybody hurts - rem

You love the video more than the tune: Make Luv - Room 5 feat Oliver Cheatham

You love which is from one of your favorite movies: Lost in Space Theme - Apollo 440

Forgot to say......
I went to see a film with parents. It was 'Johnny English'. It was good. I was doin quite a bit of laughin! And (even better) the kids round home can shut up during a film - not like the kids I saw in Huddersfield that were too thick to notice that the film had started! I like the films Rowan Atkinson does - I think I'd class myself as a fan.

Talking of films, the Red Dwarf film FINALLY has made some more progress. Since this time last year, the latest news had been that dress rehersals had taken place. But now, yes NOW, they're in the process of finding a place to film in Australia! With production now starting in September (if all goes well). At last!!!!!!! The plot sounds good - homeosapeinoids are chasing down the Red Dwarf crew. Now theres a few questions in the flyer I saw, but never mind! They said it was a bit wrong. But it's on the Red Dwarf site, not too suprisingly - www.reddwarf.co.uk

Ta Da! Took a while, but this place is working again!!! Well, its been an action packed week *sarcasm* so heres the rundown.....

Dentist:- Possibly ripping me off. Ive been going there all the life of my teeth and all of a sudden - now that i have to pay for my treatment - he's been sending me to the hygenist and giving me x-rays. No that I mind, cos at least my teeth will be in tip-top condition, but its not nice if its not needed. Plus I forgot all about my mobile when I went into the x-ray room, so it was still switched on while they were taking the piccies. And whats funny is the woman who did it has been there ever since I was little. She's the 'senior nurse' now.

House Hunting:- Went suprisingly well. Expected to be completely stressed out by the time I got back. Turned out just to be boring. Everywhere was lovely, the bad areas were no worse than where i live now. So all in all, a success. Took down some numbers of the more relevant estate agents just to give myself a head start when I begin searching for THE place to live. A nice day out though.

After driving round Buckinghamshire, we went to High Wycombe. Ended up buying the latest Terry Pratchett book - Nightwatch. As usual, read the first few pages and couldnt put it down!!! Though it is the first hard back book ive ever bought. well, reading book - text books don't count!

I had this brainwave on Friday (think it was Friday) - Ive been talking to this 'long (5 years) lost' friend by email, but never put her addy into messenger - so I did! Few hours later guess who comes online?! Well it was a strange chat. But very nice. We got on well, and from what I can tell (and from what I could tell back then) we're still fairly alike! Which is good - very good! At some point we're all goin to meet up. By all, I mean her and a chap we were mates with in primary school. Now he's changed. But for the better I'd say. One of my memories about him involves him convincing me I was a vampire. Lmao!

My mate has a good list of questions, So, I'm gonna do them and another one. It's interesting to get to know me. Also, I'm gonna take the (braveish) step of putting a link to this place on my website (eventually I'll make it part of it, but can't be bothered right now).

Im meant to be revising - still havent. though after today I'll be doing stuff. Then treating myself with Nightwatch in the evening. havent got to listen to VOR lately. Listened to Chiltern FM though last night. Had a cosy night in. Without the cosiness though. It was good. Good company, few beers, food, arguing kids and the occasional belch on Yahoo!Chat. Well, I'll get goin on those questionnaires. They usually take me AGES! Mainly cos im an indecisive little sod!

Hmmm. Email from friend. I hate her ex now. Probly not as much as her, but I do. Not fair. Adding to stress is not something to be proud of. Talking of which (stress), someone next door is currently revving their engine. Now I know some people just love that sound - but this person must be having bloody orgasms! This used to be such a peaceful place to live. Then the neighbours grew up. Still, it's better than the place at Uni. [note the faint nod in the direction of optimism - doesn't happen often, treasure it]

Ok then. Finally got here to do this. Took a while, but it was all worth it. I hope anyway. Had a lovely trip down memory lane this morning. Walked to the dentist you see. And to get there involves walking around where I grew up. Which is bad cos there's good memories that I miss and so make me feel bad and bad memories too. So imagine how glad I was that a hyper friend of mine was awake. Thanks to her, I'm relatively sane now. For the time being anyway. Got revision to do. Don't want to do it, but it needs doing. Exams don't start till 8th May, which isn't that far away really. I'll do that this afternoon. I wonder how much I'll actually get done?

I ruined a house hunting trip today. Inadvertently booked a dentist appointment for tomorrow when I'm meant to be going to Buckinghamshire to look for a house to live in for when I start my work placement in July. So now I have to go tomorrow. But since the nice car is being serviced, we have to take the, erm, not so nice car. Deafness here I come!

I got it now. Know how to work all this. Damn new fangled contraption. Right, I'm off to watch the millionaire documentary thats on now. Ta ta.

Morning again.

Morning.