Hi! has been a while, but have been rather busy what with one thing and another ;-)

Right, I'll start today and work backwards. Ive spent the afternoon looking at flight schools. It costs £3,000,000 for a plane, but only £100 per flying lesson, ish. This is my latest fad. I went through a stage of wanting a boat too. Which I still want one day. probly a lot sooner than having my own plane!!! But still, you can ask our local airport (tiny thing out in the countryside) for flights to the continent! so, sounds ok. Also spent the afternoon learning about Heinz. They own the biggest kitchen in the world you know. And it's in Wigan.

Yesterday I got very stressed. What with all the helping I did. At 1am I was helping a cousin with his girl troubles, got some sleep and then I was helping my mate a little (not that she needs much help form me - which is nice) and then came tea time. Well, everyone was home. there was the chaos of mom moaning at dad to get his passport forms done and wanting to get the holiday booked right away. At the same time, dad was attempting to make 3 meals at once. Sister was having a strop. So there I was, helping with the food, directing the bed deliverers to the garage, calming mom down and trying to cheer up sister. Then uncle rang and wanted me to go to his house to keep his son company.

Well, this took its toll, but the lovely northener helped it all go aweay and cheered me right up. *thanks*

Ok, day before that - this is Tuesday. Went to bed shop and Dad put a deposit on the bed I liked. Then we went into town and bought me a 2-seater settee and armchair from a charity shop. That was about it.

Monday was me in High Wycombe again. Measuring up my new flat. When u put it in terms of numbers, it's huge. But at least i now know my bed will fit in it! Yey! Got home and my Evanescence album had finally arrived (11 days late!!!). It's beautiful. There's no other word to describe that voice.

So, onto sunday. Not a lot done. played footie again. This time I DID have a nice gentle game. Kept feeling really faint though, and my heart wound pound after just walking a metre or so! it was the heat that did it i think. But it was nice. Laura drove us around. She can DRIVE. yes, DRIVE. the speeds weren't all that legal, but u could tell she had control. Wouldnt be able to react to an accident in time, and I'd probly be seriously injured (i.e. die), but she wasn't gonna make any mistakes of her own doing.

Saturday night went out to play pool. a nice night. again, Laura drove. her parking is just as bad as mine!!! Still, it was a nice night, i barely payed for a thing yet again - which is good and bad - it isn't like i make him pay, he offers, i say are u sure, he says yeah, i offer to pay, and then he goes off and buys me a JD and coke, refusing to just get me a coke! :-s

FRIDAY!!!!!! MY BIRTHDAY!!!!!!! Had a lovely day. Got up, opened my 6 birthday cards. Then went out to another town up the road/hill. Bought a cinema ticket then went up (yes, up again) to the bed shop. Found a lovely bed. Shiny silver frame. HAs beech slats that bend to make the bed comfier. And the head rest thingy has leather backrests on it. It's a double bed too. The mattress was lovely too. And quite a pricey decent one too. What a bargain! Then went down to the cinema. I went to see The Matrix Reloaded. I was 25 minutes early and so I got there and there weren't even any adverts on!!! But I got comfy and listened to the music. Then a few ppl finally came in, but by the start time, still no ads. So, I was wondering whether im at the wrong film. But they just went straight into the pre film bumf u usually get once the lights go down. I was in the right screen. I enjoyed the film. The superman thing was done tastefully if u ask me. It was believable. I didnt find it cheesy at all! but i know some did. I liked it though. The screen was pretty empty only 8 or so ppl there, and only me and 2 others waited till the end to see the preview of the 3rd matrix film. But it looks good.

And that brings u up to date. My love life just right now is complicated. Well, awkward, not complex. Theres a very nice girl I know. I'd go as far as to describe her as perfect. For once, someone is giving as much as me. Caring for me, able to cheer me up, and thinks like me and could easily help me sort out any problems. So, im thinking 'whats the problem?' Well, there's always a problem. She lives close to my uni. I'll be at the other end of the country for the next year. So - problem. Long distance things are awful. awful, horrible, cruel, evil, demonistic, destructive and cowardly! But still, she's lovely and I dont want to lose her. So txting will have to do. Btw, my phone bill is nearing £50! thats 300 more txts over the wkend! :-s need to buy txts. its cheaper! lol. Oh, I should say that I care about her too - i havent actually said it, just implied it. Theres something happenin this wkend, quite big and a little worrying for her family. So I'm doing what I can, but she managed to cheer up ppl so well! Sorry if this sounds patronising, but i felt proud that someone comforts better than me. And anyone who knows, knows that im a caring person that'd do anything for someone i care about. But it pleased me.

Sick of rambling now, im gonna go get my hair cut. its a fuzzy mess. all shaved off again i think. to about grade 2, with grade 1 back and sides. Dont know any decent styles. Ive tried lookin in mags and stuff, but theres nowt that takes my fancy. MAinly cos they're too difficult to do and i like the ability to get straight out of bed and thats it.

Soy finado [i think that means 'I'm finished' in Spanish]